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If
only you knew how much you’ve hurt me.
If only you knew how much joy you’ve given me.
If only you knew how much I love you, then maybe you would understand.
You’ve looked at many girls, but not me.
You’ve loved many girls, but not me.
You’ve kissed many girls, but not me. Not the way I wanted. Hoped --
Talked -- but not to me.
Looked -- but not at me.
Dreamed -- but not about me. It was always someone else. It was always Rose.
I was there by your side;
I was ready to die.
I saved your life -- but you were thinking of her.
If only you knew how much this hurts.
If only you were using just one of your hearts.
If only you'd stop and think. If
you were realy see me -- then maybe you’d
understand.
But it’s not like that.
You're a Time Lord who goes his own way;
who looks but does not see,
hiding behind doors: memories, emotions and
sentiments.
You gave me a key, but not the key of your heart.
What did she have so special that it can’t be found in anyone else?
And yet -- I did everything you asked.
I did what you said.
I was what you wanted me to be.
What
are my mistake?
Is it a crime to want you?
Is it wrong to love you?
You, Time Lord, who sees and knows everything,
why can you not see my pain?
If only you understood all this – then, maybe, would you love me?
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